I've never been good at practice

Piano.  French Horn.  Viola.  
Ballet.  
Meditation.
writing.
anything that requires me to just do it, daily, over and over.  I fell off every wagon I ever got on; thank goodness  I never took up drinking or drugs, but chances are, I wouldn't have been able to stick with them, either.
Waldorf teachers are supposed to work through a series of developmental exercises called the Six Basic Exercises.  It's supposed to be something that makes possible further development of one's cognitive, observational, and contempletive powers.  You start with contemplating an everyday object for a set amount of time, daily.  

I never once made it through.

But look!  I am writing! Every single day, so far.  I don't want to break the chain!  I want a check in every box.

See what I'm doing here?  I am changing the story.  It will be a story of success, of perseverance, of devotion.

Triumph.



eta: Weebly, why are you cutting off the last line of my post?